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About Me Member Emotional Poet Patrick Chapman18/Male/United Kingdom

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Sonnet 1 - I Love HerHer eyes are darker than the cold black night Yet the the warmth that emanates is soothing. I felt alive when I looked into those eyes I felt lost when they turned and looked away. When she laughs I have a reason to live And when she's gone I feel like ending My Life; pointless when you're not here with me. Every time I close my eyes I see you But you "don't know" and that kills me inside I hope you will read this and realize How much you mean to me, let's start afresh Let's forget the past and think of the
Future. Do I have a a future with her? Cause I can't live Sonnet 1 - I Love Her
by ~Cyanide-son

BetrayalYou know how much I loved her don't you? I'm not saying the old flame is coming back Coz all that's left is embers But embers can still burn me.
I hope you remember the torment I went through For your own sake be carefull Coz she will fuck you over after a month And then you'll be left alone on the dusty road.
And when that happens Don't expect me to be sympathetic Don't expect us to be what we were All the fun and games will be over
Another friend lost but I'll carry on And I want you to know this; You don't need my permission to love her Betrayal
by ~Cyanide-son

Alone.Fucked up. No-one to talk to. Alone.
Dead inside. Hopeless and meaningless. Alone.
Mistrusted. Deserted by people I trust. Alone.
Lifeless. Desolate. Alone. Alone.
by ~Cyanide-son

LostI remember the last time we spoke You were obsessed with me for the second time And I for the third Did I deserve the hurt? Did I need the pain?
Now you text me again, And ring my phone asking how I am I'm beginning to think You want this again But do I?
I loved you Do I want to take this last chance Or do I let it burn Along with the ashes of my heart Fucked, like the bitch you are
And yet, I still love you More than you could ever know And I need some help Some aid in this dark world Or else I am lost Lost
by ~Cyanide-son

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Bitter Sweet.Bitter Sweet.
Bitter sweet alcohol crusts your lips A stale tinge dancing under my nose. Your saturated breathe is repulsively appealing; Drawing me in until our lips meet
In a rush of blood;
Tongues fusing in dark waters: Electricity
Shock to the veins.
I taste the overdose
As it poisons your system:
It's in control.
Then
You're in control.
Pushing me across the room In control.
Hands crawling across my body: Frenzied. In control.
And all of a sudden I'm on the floor. &n Bitter Sweet.
by ~lostinstinct

The Third HimGentle forehead resting against mine Soft breath against soft lips And soft whispers speak their soft words
I am here and you are mine
This calmness scares my quiet, doe eyes And with your hands around my hips I close my aching lids.
I'm happy I'm at peace
If you make me feel so special, Then why are you so bad?
I can see the faint red clouds, Of dust and ash They follow you wherever you go They are your demons They are your past
I cannot help but feel my heart flutter in response With new life and lo The Third Him
by *XXMCR-DevotedXX

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*XXMCR-DevotedXX	~PoisonRose-Jenny
~lostinstinct	~AlCyanide
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Hey noobs

Tue Nov 24, 2009, 3:43 AM

Hey noobs, all of the things i said yesterday still count but I'm even worse today. How much more fucking repulsive could I get? I'm beggining to think about a new haircut. permanently straightened, bluey-black and a tad bit shorter? might be good but it'll cost me and I haven't any money at the moment I still need to pay my dad for my MUSE ticket.

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